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As u can see u cnt find the tagboard here it's only bcoz it has been "promoted" to another site of mine.. for another information abt dis site of mine, check out my frenster profile..aniways this game corber is for those who basically have nth better to do and lyk to tag....so..knock urself out ppl.... all u gotta do is to Click on "Start" first, and wait until the background color changes. As soon as it changes, hit "stop!"

aite ? so do wat chu gotta do... suckas~

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i donno wat to write bout... no..i mean therez alot fer me to tok bout.... but letz see......

two days ago my mom was admitted to the hospital.. she got asthma.. guess who sent her to see a doctor..

no one.

i had skool so how chud i possibly be accompanying her ? i chud always skip skool but i really chudnt..i had exams.. and plus she left wen i told her not to. i told her to stay at home dun go aniwhere.... but did she listen ? nooooooooooooo.......

and wadabout my step-father ?? wat was he doing the whole time ?

he was sleeping!!!!! he did not work dat day and my sister did not turn up for skool bcoz he tot dat it was OK since he tot dat i wasnt skoolin dat day....

HELOOOOOO!!! i DID had skool dat day!! i started late..at arnd 10 plus...

aniwayz as i was saying.. he did not even bother to help my mom wen he oredy knew wat was happening..he just continued sleeping..

i realllllllllllly dunno wat to say... im so fucking stress rite now...

and guess wat ?

wen we (me, lil sis and bro yan) got home frm the hospital u wanna noe wat else happen ??

my broz were fighting...again.. and dat dumbass sapian called the fucking police and i had to hide all alone in my stupid room to wait...wait till the police are gone...

i hate dis life!!!!!!

i meant....why cant we just be a family ? real family.....family dat cares...

we're the same blood....why do we haf to fight ??

im so so stress..

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damn tired.. exams... aaaaaarwgh.

had geog paper today~ bored...... bluek

wanna noe smth ? i saw ms soo in the foyer just now but den kit n aisyah told me not to be paranoid coz THEY happened not to notice her... *stare* and i had to literally sneak and be oon the lookout fer her while we were on our way out of the skool... they say itz SAFE wen i NOE dat itz not *grins* but we just walk aniwayz.. then.... smth happened..........

we, as in THE THREE OF US, saw ms soo walking towards the foyer ( she was somewhere in the carpark ~ i fink ) and guess wat i did.... i ran up the stairs immediately after i caught a glimpse of her... wen i reached the second floor of one of my skool buildings, i heard ms soo's voice yelling out a name..( uh... i tot i was my name but it turns out to be someone else's.. )

den guess wat i did then ? pe lagi.... cabot!! haha naik sampai tengkat 3 ~ haha

padahal it wasnt me lah dat she called but hell... she's one of my greatest fears.. *shivers* baaaaaaaddddddddd fashion *tsk tsk tsk* then wen the "coast was clear" i ran out of the skool....hahahah... takot~ hahha

see guys.....told ya i SAW her earlier.... *hmphZ*

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see!!!!! i noe u've been reading my blog u dumbass!!!! if not how u noe i write bout u ?? freak... i noe itz u man.....hell yea... dun u deny it bastard.. ppl like u are soooooo easy to predict. and for ur info, my bro's popularity has nothing to wif dis. hez not an actor animore and oh yea..my bro doesnt haf to be an actor to chicken u out, u dick..all it takes is three gerls to make ur life ruin.. and one more thing..FUCK OFF MY BLOG BASTARD!!!!!!!!!

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i juz got an email frm my godbro..he sounded sooooooo sad...my heart breaks wen i read dis..
uh..btw..i skipped skool today so dat i chud escape frm my art lessons......

wehehehehhe

dis is the contents of the email....

tat's ok... lagi pun dah memang dijangkakan ,,,
i jus had to bear with all this alone,,,,
per nak uat,,, dah suratan takdir,,,
bukannya abg menulis meminta simpati,
cuma kalau boleh menjadi suatu renungan uat semua,,,
hargai lah masa2 bersama keluarga..

I jus don no wat 2 do @ this moment......
Life seems so dull when i think of the situation my dad pass away,,,
abg boring ngan my siblings kat kl tu,,,
boleh dia org bilang se bulan selepas dikebumikan,,,,
lau ira, per ira akan uat,,,,,,

Sampai ke ari ini, abg tak tahu di maner silap nya abg dlm kehidupan ini,,,
Berdosa kah abg pd arwah,,,,
abg tak tahu per nak uat,,,,,

Maafkan abg lau abg menceritakan ini semua pada ira,,,,
Sebenarnya, abg tak tahu 2 whom i can turn 2,,,,
I jus try 2 kuatkan semangat,,,
tapi didlm ati kecil ini,, tuhan je tahu....


Anyway, THANKS 4 reading this,,,,,,

Abg menanti kehadiran SMS dari ira...............

i really dunno wat to say...i cant believe by not smsing him for a few weeks chud turn out like dis...man.. he's so lonely.....
he sounded so happy wen i first reply his emails..and today, wen i smsed him
he was like..." ira!!!!!!" then i was like "uhh..hie?"..
he's the nicest "brO" i had ever wished for... heheh...he gave me 100 bucks during hari raya....thru letter-box...
kewl...

current mood: uh...happy ?

i guess not~

( uh for ur info omar, i HAD to exchange MY number wif my step-father..fuck u.. i received irritating calls asking fer sex..JUST FUCK U OMAR tank u very VERy much..just watz ur problem man??! i noe dat u're still reading my blog coz i happened to find out ur blog address and i just cannot believe DAT u still..awrGH..

just get OVER IT man!!!! u dun haf the rite to spread my number arnd u dick-brain....i NOE its u..u tink im dumb?! damn u.. u cant forget bout me itz ur problem but if u spread my number at ALAMAK.COM itz gonna be my problem.. u wanna noe smth else ?? i gave my bro UR number..juz in case im bout to erupt, he will then gif ur number to our new bestfrens......THE POLICE... im serious omar.. fuck off my blog, stop telling ppl bout me, i dun care if u still spread my number or not, coz i wont be the one picking up the bloody phone and if u nicely stop talking bout me in UR blog or at ur msn screen name. i will ALSO stop bullshitting bout u...and dat way, the world will be a much, MUCH better place even for u.. )

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5.55pm
guess wat? today i didnt get soaked in the rain like yesterday and my bra did WAS NOT visible under my DRY uniform ok!!!! aniwayz, fitri's dad offer us ( me, kit and aisyah ) a ride home..kewl....i fink.
it was raining....damn hard. wateva....
and my freakin server was down juz as soon as i login in.....dammit. i was juz bout to write dis dumb entry....freak..HE'S FREAKING ONLINE man!!!!!! i didnt even get to chat wif him....even fer a while!!!!

dammmn....

aniwayz....today we had fun in skool...we made dis SOMEONE damn jealous...HAR HAR... i retold kit and aisyah in front of dat SOMEONE bout the fareez-"niza" incident..it was so damn funny man....the way we laugh.....and the way dat SOMEONE's face looked...HAR HAR...fucking poser...damn bitch......LOSERRRRRR!!! wahahahaha
we almost had enuf of her nonsense man...we almost wanna gif it up and tell her straight in her fuckin face...but..as usual..we dun even bother coz it'll be juz a waste of time..she juz wont get the fucking msg.....idiot.

well....tanx to her dad..we're now safely at home, unwet, unREVEALING, bra NOT visible and no stEAMy bOYs at void decks...

geez.

6.00pm
aniwayz wen i got home and was juz bout to undress, i saw dis note on my comp's table and a paper bag dat says "HANDPHONE BARU IRA...." . i was like...huh ? i totally ferget dat my first bro had promised me a new hp after he literally took my old one and sold it ( dammit ) w/o telling.oh well.. i later found out after dat and i sorta made him buy me a "new hp". itz not reallynew though....itz second-hand thingy...

6.15pm
well wateva. i seldom use hp nowadays coz of dis fucking bastard who is fuckingly dumb, went to write my number on the stupid bus.. like i said, i hadnt had much peace after ppl start calling in or smsing dat wanna "make frens"..( refer to the entries in the archives... )dumbass is dat REALLY a way of getting revenge on someone who suddenly got turned off at someone else's attitude ??? juz watever~~~~
why cant u juz get over it.....geez oh yea..if dat someone happens to be U, no offense. u're not the only bastard reading dis...and that is..if u REALLY noe who u are.and uh..one more thing..fuck off, u bastard. u are NOT wanted here. my shit here is totally non of ur fucking business..

the exit button is on the top right-hand corner of this window. please exit in an orderly manner.. and oh! no tagging fer u, u jackass.

tank u. ur co-operation is greatly appreciated.

6.18pm
aniwayz as i was saying, dis "new hp" of mine is a motorola flip phone..kinda boring. totally hate it.. he promised a siemens one man....but got me dis.....mobile..housephone instead. oh well..i wont be using it aniways unless i decided to forgive him watsoeva..but on second thought i tink i juz change the freaking number. no one ( EvEn sHuKrIn ) willever get to bug me ever ever ever EVER again...*evil laugh* MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA unless.....if u're weaaaaaaallllly nice to me and weeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllly sincere to be JUST frens, den i mite consider myself of "accepting" u ppl..oh yea..dis policy only apply to guys, so gerls, if u my fren, im ur fren, we all frens, hell yea u can haf my number..dat is..if u gerls aint lesbianic ( heheh learn dat word frm aisyah ) watsoever~~

6.25pm
dammit....my server is still not ok yet! damn....i bet he wen offline oredy...sob sob.my frenz told me dat im crazy. so did my mom. they say " org yg nk ira, ira tknk. org yg tknk, ira nk..." and i did told em too bout HiM..they were kinda shock at first but they gotused to it..told em dat i still love/like him but i dun want him back if possible.. yes.im crazy..i dunno man..im juz afraid dat i whud hurt his feelings again..and besides....i dun tink he will ever want me.again. oh wellll... he is such irritatingly irristable.. oooo those abs..... *droooooools*

wehehehhehehehhehe

current mood: iRrItaTeD mAn!!!! my sever is still down!! arwgh

7.20pm
oh yea.....juz great...the server is ok, and he's offline...
JUST GREAT.

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we

talk.

again.

unbelievable.

i told him i miss him.

dammit.

shudnt haf.

now wat will happen... ?

dang.

current mood: terrified....

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life these days stinks.
i hate dis life.
dammit.


here he is. my "dad"..
and datz me on the left.


these are my two idiotic brothers wen they were still "adorable" and still love each other...i wasnt even born at dat time.
no duh.


my mom use to tell me dat they are related to me.. i still haf no freakin idea who the heck they are..



they were older than the previous pics ( duh ) i tink they were abt 17 - 19 yrs old at dat time..nO! they're not twins.. i still remembered the day they took dis pic.. they were joking arnd man.. we were one happy family.. now..even blood brothers dare to sent each other to jail...


dis was my ONLY bday "party" i had ever had in my whole entire life. the only guest were me, my mom and a fren of hers. geez




miss LoNeLy... heheh


nah..datz not my hair..itz fake.seriously..


uh....i can explain!!!
i got kidnapped and she made me take pics wif her!!!! REALLY!!!!


i hate to admit but like me, we were always cuter wen we were younger..sighh..
no doubt..


blak..itz only fer the camera.. hu wants to kiss her??! ( she's my half-sis btw )


if only...IF ONLY ~ sighhhhhhh

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moi?? hard to get ? well actually..kinda true..but seriously..i wasnt playing... i dun haf the heart to tell him off like SOME PPL.. he is really sweet, reaaaally sweet, understanding.....and u'll get the pic..

believe it or not, he's 25...........a dj.. i dun mind being frenz wif him. really i dun. but i juz dun find him...u noe.. attractive.. not bcoz he's older than me or anyting, and it definately has nth to do wif his looks..( i dun really care how a person looks like to me...as long as dat person aint a fucking liar LIKE SOME PPL!!!! ) i juz dun want to haf a relationship...wif anyone..other than..u noe hu.. aaaaaaaargh.. i miss him man... but i cant let him noe...u noe.. wat if bad tings happened if he noes.. i dun wanna fight wif him again..it hurts ppl.. dammit.. he must not noe dis....
i still him

unfortunately :(

current mood: nervous..strange..but true.... :P

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